Wednesday, December 31, 2014

NYE 2014

So I'm sitting at work on New Year's Eve bored out of my mind.

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Stop Being A Meanie Butt

Work. Today has been such a slow day. I know it's due to the holidays but damn. I could be at home sleeping or... no, sleeping's good. Yeah. Just sleeping. That'd be nice.

Monday, December 29, 2014

Return Home Road Trip

I had set my alarm for about 9:45am so I could get up and shower and have breakfast before heading home... and straight to work.

Saturday, December 27, 2014

I Wish...

In the morning, I kept going in an out consciousness, experiencing a combination of seeing/hearing whatever I was dreaming and hearing my mom talk to her husband.

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Two More Days...

I'm at work.

Manager sent the other two ladies home early since it's slow.

She left shortly after.

So now it's just me and JA holding down the fort in CS.

Today was slow. Wanna go home. Have a few errands to run.

Tomorrow I come in at 4pm. Need to remember that. More sleep. Yay for me.

Monday, December 22, 2014

A New Spice for Life?

What is it with me lately where I'm craving spicy food? Does it have something to do with working out at the gym?

Sunday, December 21, 2014

A Few More Things & I'm Done

Didn't get to bed last night until REALLY late... since I went to see The Hobbit last night and then felt snacky so I met Jon S for tacos. We sat outside the place on one of the concrete benches until well into 5am.

I meant to set my alarm.

I meant to get up earlier.

I meant to do things.

But I didn't... not really.

Friday, December 19, 2014

My Mind Over Holiday Matter

I try to be positive about most things in life - the whole putting out what you want in return type of thing. Like karma. I catch myself saying mean things and then immediately apologize to the universe for saying the mean thing I said (like when a guy cuts me off in traffic or is rude to me over the phone - I don't know these people, I'm not inside their heads and do not know of what strange force led them to the decision that in turn put me in a sour mood).

Thursday, December 18, 2014

Want To Write, Need To Sleep

With the holidays fast approaching and my new schedule this month, I have had little time to actually write. I barely have time enough to blog.

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Delivery Delays & Changes In the Office

Earlier at work, I caught a case of the 'fuckits'. After everyone left, and it was me, my fellow closer, and our manager, things got dumb.

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

The Week Needs An Eighth Day Just For Naps

In looking over the posts for December so far, they leave me wanting. I don't feel they're substantial or profound. Granted how profound can I actually be. Plus I've been tired a lot lately... which if you know me and my sleeping habits, you can guess why I'm so tired all the time.

Maybe I'll pick a topic each day and just write about it? I have no idea, but I really need to figure out something, a whole rhyme/reason to my posts. (Any suggestions?)

Monday, December 15, 2014

Thinking Thin & Other Tall Tales

I didn't want to get up today... but I had to... had to go to the post office for stamps... and then the rain made me lazy in the car so I just cruised to work while listening to The Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil.

Saturday, December 13, 2014

Friday, December 12, 2014

Baby Steps To 'Better'

Lately I've been thinking about my life and how I can make it better.

This is something that I've always thought of but in random moments for only a few minutes or so at a time. Little hiccups of daydreams of my future and what it'd be like and how I'd like it to be.

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Short Fuse For Stupid

Today was a practice in not crawling through the phone and choking the shit out of everyone at the other end.

What the frak was up with people today? Was it the rain? Normally the joke is something like "Is there a full moon out tonight?" when crazy shit happens, but damn... the amount of sarcastic, unappreciative, petty, lying, moronic douchebags was just...

Sometimes... I hate people.

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

What Color Is The Sky In Your World?

Started playing around with the layout of my blog. I tried the columns on either side, two on one side, nope... not having it.

As my friend Jess said, "content to the left, index to the right". In other words, like I had it originally.

Day started off nice. Heard "Carole of the Bells" on my way to work. Blasted that noise to kingdom come. (LOVE THAT SONG! No matter what time of year.)

Monday, December 8, 2014

Tired of Being... Just Tired

Whenever I'm overwhelmed rather it be from anger or sadness or stress or whatever, it always comes out in tears.

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Lazy Days, Insomnia & Me-time

Today was a lazy day.

Went to bed about 6am - earplugs and sleep mask on.

Eventually passed out and woke up around 11am the first time but then 1-2pm the next time.

Oh, to sleep... feels so good.

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Sleepy Saturday...

Went to bed last night with earbuds in, phone on do not disturb, and just slept until I wanted to wake up.

It was nice.

Friday, December 5, 2014

Good Days, Late Nights & Back Pains

This is weird. My Friday... is my Friday. Before Saturday was my Friday. But now? Friday is my Friday!!!


Thursday, December 4, 2014

Breathe, Relax & Don't Kill Anyone

Today was a good day... for the most part.

I woke up, showered, grabbed some lunch and headed off to the office.

Work was, well... work.

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Angry Rae Is Angry

Every time I get mad, I try not to be mad. I will try and weigh the pros and cons - is this really something I should waste my time on being mad at, etc.

Some days it's easy.

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Work Is A Four-Letter Word

Today was my second day of working the new shift which partly consisted of labeling postcards for customers and restaurant partners.

Fun. *she said sarcastically*

Monday, December 1, 2014

Peace, Quiet & Potato Chips

Today is my first day doing the closing Monday through Friday thing. It felt weird being here in the evening. Quite a few people saw me and were asking me what I was doing here. I had to remind people that since PC left, I was given his schedule. (Not asked. Told.)